You’re perfect for me, and I hate that you enjoy doing something that hurts me like that. If I knew any other way to handle it, I would pick that way. But for now, it looks like I’m stuck with this one-way-out ticket. I’m trying as hard as I can to change that, and I really hope you aren’t just saying you’ll stop because I want to hear it. I want it to be the straight truth, no strings attached. I’ve been sick over just thinking about what’s happened. Not to mention anything else that I’ve done because of it.

I just want to say

I’m

sorry.